Tuesday, July 14, 2009

R.I.P MJ


I know posting this up would be really late..
I just gotta say..
You will always be remembered.
Your song will live, never die.
Your songs are an inspiration to all of us.
You are the King of Pop!
Living through life, your songs have given me so much memories.
I was so fond of you when I was just a little girl.
You are just simply amazing.

May you rest in peace Michael! cry


Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Meiko

So I will be turning 22 years old in another 4 hrs.. I think I should stop saying this coz I know I have been saying this alot.. How fast time flies.. I will be heading out with a few girlfriends to Bagan for a couple of drinks. I specifically reminded them that it will be a hang out, not a celebration. I don't like celebrating which in fact every year I will have birthday surprises and celebration with the boyfriend.

Anyways, here's something to share. It's always about music ofcourse.. You guys should check this out.. I'm not sure if you would like this but I am definately in love with her..

Her latest music video 'Under My Bed'






Boys With Girlfriends




After you hear the song Boys with Girlfriend, check out the next song called 'Real Real Sweet'. Both songs are related.


I love all her videos especially her live performances so I don't really know which to put in here so.. Go check out her other videos and I'm pretty sure you will love her as much as I do too. =)

Peace!

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Make It Happen


After watching the movie 'Make It Happen' a few times, I've begun to love the song 'Beware of The Dog' by Jamelia.

I think the dance of the scene is pretty good.

It's not like super wow or anything but it's kinda hot and sexy.

Here is the video clip of the dance scene in the movie.





One of the cast in it is Ashley from The Pussycat Dolls

While searching for the song and its video, I came across a video of Victoria's Secret Fashion Show featuring that song. I love the song then even more!


Here's the video I would like to share with you guys..





My favourite Victoria Secret girl is Alessandara Ambrosio. She's at 3:00 - the best pose/catwalk in that show.



I hope you enjoy watching the videos! Have a great weekend bloggers!
If you haven't watch the movie, go get it!
The dancing in the movie was alright, nothing really great about it.
But the story line is pretty good.
Predictable, yes and it always have its same happy ending but still watchable..
:)






Thursday, May 14, 2009

SPLASH! (April 09)










Thursday Blues

I was having my Monday blues earlier this morning (I know it's not Monday) the moment I woke up from bed. It was time to get back to work again after 5 days of holiday. I had fun in KL but it wasn't as fun as what I expected it to be. It was not too bad..
I love my new room (thanks to mum)! I had a shock of my life the moment I opened my room door when I got home from KL yesterday. She arranged my bed setting, dressing table, everything! My room is really clean now and I will try to keep it clean as well as clean it often from now on. This has been my resolution every year for so long now. Never seem to work maybe 'coz I hate everything about my room and I didn't have the motivation to work my way around the room. Now that the arrangement is great, I find myself having deco ideas for my room. I need a new mattress, and a new bed atleast with some touch up of decorations to make my room lovely. Any ideas are welcomed! Just a little hint of any possible ideas of what I like.. I do love gothic stuff though I don't dress like one. I wanna decorate my room that goes well with me liking classical guitars and the beach. Hmm.. maybe I should hang up blank CDs, sea shells, etc etc??
The best part of all.. I am glad that my mom has helped me remove the items of him. Mom's the best!! It was like coming back to a new home!


Thursday, May 7, 2009

Culture Shock!

At last~~ I so need a break away from work man.. I'll be to heading to KL tomorrow after work and I won't be around in Penang until Wednesday. I can't wait for tomorrow!! Gonna have loads of fun with Diana, Eunice and Meng!!

My recent addiction: Karoake!!
I just went last night and I just can't get enough of it! The whole day I feel like heading to RedBox and kept thinking about it.

So my mom has returned home from Aussie and dad has left to Indonesia yesterday for work. He will be staying there until he figure out his next plan. I didn't really tell him a goodbye, take care or even an I love you. Deep down I wanted to but I just can't seem to show the affection. I know since young he cares for me the most even up till now no matter what problems we have faced through, I was the only one in the family who would still want to talk to him. But lately I've been ignoring his calls and reluctant to return his call. I guess I'm kinda sick about everything now and I've been really focused with my work. I find myself ignoring other little things too. Like so lazy man! I just want to sit back and relax and ignore everyone. Ofcourse it depends on the days and mood lah~~ For instance on party nights, I would be making plans to go out. Talking about my dad now just made me sad. I think I should drop him a message after this to ask him how did everything went so far.
On the other side, my mom seems to be having a dilemma or a culture shock being back home here in Penang. LOL! Her groceries buying changed and can you believe it that she actually bought junk food home? She even bought home frozen food which she don't at all unless we tag along. Her eating habits changed and yah she put on quite some weight too during her holiday in Aussie. I think I am getting a culture shock too coz this doesn't feel like home anymore and I am not use to this..for now. Haha! Any who, I gotta go pack up now for tomorrow. I'm really hyped up for tomorrow! Thinking about taking a holiday even it's just to KL feels damn good. I seriously need a break!!

Sunday, May 3, 2009

The Aftermath

I had an interesting weekend.. Interesting enough to stay home on a Saturday night. :)
I'm whacking some chocolates right now. Yum! Mom bought lotsa chocolates from Aussie and I am going to put all the weight back on. I've lost quite a weight while mom was away in Australia for a month. Wonder why they sell all the crappy Cadbury chocolates here. I'm tasting 'Rocky Road' right now and it's awesome! It contains flavored jellies, nuts and coconuts. Super yummy!
Anyways, I was looking at myself lately and I've succumbed to a realization that I've change alot ever since me and Vie have broken up. It disgusts me to even mention his name right now since that I hate him so much. Does it always have to be like this after you break up with someone you once loved? Not only you lost a lover, but also a friend. It hurts to see things end that way since we've gone through the good and hard times together. At the end of the day, you will not see or talk to that person anymore.
Why we've broken up? Well, let's see.. It's such a long story. We spent out last days being lovers for about a week in December after Christmas. The entire holiday was nothing but arguments. After I returned home, I realized the problem that we fought so much was because we both have changed over the year and it's like I do not know him anymore and so does he. I was not the person who he have met 3 years ago and it frustrates me so much that I didn't really understand why he does that and that! I kept nagging and he wasn't the same sweet and caring person I've known anymore. He changed alot!
So no matter what, I did not see the reason to break things off coz we promised each other that no matter what we will stick together and be together. I guess the faith in me was stronger than what he has for me. I was nothing but disapointed because he made a choice after to end it for he was the one who gave me faith in this. He did not end it nicely, rather he ended it with no proper closure. I tried my best to save the relationship but it only lasted for about less than 2 weeks because he met someone else. Sure she was a rebound and I was told that he did it to push me away because it was for the best of me. How could I return to someone's arm again when you know that the person that you loved is still with someone else? He is just plain stupid and I'm so disapointed that he has turned to a monster! We remained being friends even though I did not take him back. Honestly, I would have if he had broken things off with his rebound and explain things to me. He chose not to and still insists to have me back. How could I? Seriously I have no idea how he thinks anymore! It wasn't the same person I've known anymore! I'm not some stupid doormat or some dumb bitch!
So after all this while, he still tells me sweet things and how much he can't wait to see me again and that he regretted everything. He said I will understand why he did what he supposed to one day. You know while he was doing this, it seemed to me that he still really does love me but why does he need that rebound girl? Seriously!!
All this went on until last Wednesday when he fought with me. See what happened was, it all started when his girl came talking to my BESTFRIEND Eunice due to her insecurities. She suspected that she has been a rebound all this while so she came adding my friend Eunice on facebook and tried talking to her. After one point of the conversation, me and Eunice realized that Vie was telling his rebound girl all kinds of crap. Not only he was cheating on her, he was cheating on me as well. How can you tell that person like our relationship mean nothing when all this while it really does meant something to me or us? Moreover doing this when you still wanted me back all this while? It hurts and I really HATE him after! I also reliazed after that he lied alot too telling me that he hasn't met her although they hooked up. Bullshit! Now you can upload all the pictures of you and her together when you came back during chinese new year isn't it? Eunice defended me and told her off that she's a rebound and Vie came fucking us up for that! So she's a rebound, so you rather save her than us? So why wanting me back? What the fuck was he trying to do here? Seriously, I told him that I do not want to see him, or know him, or want to know him. I HATE him! I absolutely do not respect him as a person and it really hurts to see this coming from the person you really loved once before. It's shocking to see this coming from him!
I am happy for what I am now. I've become a stronger and better person! I am so going to do well in life and deserve what I deserve. Anyways, I would like to thank you for opening up my eyes! Seriously, I wouldn't be what I am for the past 5 months if it weren't for you..
I am now one of the people (out of the million) who thinks people who turns steward/stewardess are all assholes! They are too carefree and selfless cold hearted!

 
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